I told him. I told him everything. And he still accepts me :)

Today...

I'm an anorexic bisexual bitch & I hate it. I can't stop it. Maybe it's not ana the way some would say, it's ednos, but it's still me. I don't know how "he" could ever still like me when he finds out. I don't even like me. I want to open a vein, just because I miss it. It's been so long since my skin was opened wide. I wouldn't do it. But it sounds nice.

28-4

500 Cals a weekday. 800 cals a weekend. 1000 max for emergency-one only. Anything else must be burned. Exercise 5 days in the week at least. I shouldn't be doing this, but I'm going to anyways.